HAPPINESS EVERYDAY 
为什么越来越爱一个人,却觉得越来越寂寞.
♥ Posted at Saturday, 4 April 2009, 23:22
Exactly 1 week. The day you've left us.
April Fool's Day was the last day,
and it was the very last time i could see you again.
sigh ):
Saying goodbye was the hardest part.
I can't control my tears that day, i told myself to be strong abt it when i'm over there.
Finally, i get to understand the feeling of losing your love oness.
How hard it is for us to accept it or not.
to accept the days without having him/her around..
It was my first trip to the mandai.. where they burned the coffin and the body..
how hurtful to see such sitiuation.. saying goodbye to someone dearly..
i totally breakdown when it's going in.. all the thoughts/memories started rolling in my mind..
yah, it was my first time going through this..
in the past, perhaps i was still young to know all this..
I miss you dearly..
Am i alright today?
It seems that i'm crazy at work today..
To think back, perhaps onli a small group of people would know that the more crazy i get.. it means that something is bothering me somehow?
I got no idea abt it too. ):
Anyway, i got a surprise from luke gor. (:
i know it's kinder troublesome for you to come down from ur house to here.
no straight bus ma.. right? hee.
The last time i met him was last year may.. -.-
almost one year.. hahas. had a great chat with him..
i would always tell him alot of things.. and i'll be like talking non-stop once i met him..
And,guess what he told me??
He said i shrink alot and getting more smaller.. >.<
description was powerful lar. wth.
AH, whatever..
I love ur presence, kor! (:
thanx alot for not forgetting this mei all this 5 years down the road..
*much appreciated!! gees..