HAPPINESS EVERYDAY 
too late for regrets now
♥ Posted at Sunday, 29 March 2009, 22:23
FEILUNHAI'S AUTOGRAPH SESSION was very successful today.
i reached there at 7am and queued with pegan, hui yan and some of the fren's fren..
yaya..so many link hur..
candy joined me too.. (:
8 hours of waiting.. was totally worth i can say..
Just before they arrived, the weather was so hot that it could kill everyone.
When they reached and sang a song..it started to rain heavily..
I stood there and continue waving with them. *lol* how hard-core i'm like..
not like others..who run to avoid the rain.
Seeing their performance, i felt that all the waiting was worth!! (:
taking pictures all i can.. there's 1 picture that i loved the most.
it was calvin.
yes, i know. some of you out there who knows i love wu zun so much would be wondering how on earth i would be taking calvin's picture..
I tried my very best to taking wu zun's picture and ya lun..
but i couldn't manage to.. cos ya lun's view was always blocked by the fans up there...
i manage to take calvin's picture.. reason was he was the first person you'll get to see on stage..
i guess many people would loved that picture to hell.
I SWEAR!
It doesn't take long to get their signature.
i manage to get it within 45 mins?
ya.. how fast it is.. after all the hard work has been paid.
When i was on the stage, we had a chance to shake their hand.
Thus, when it was my turn
calvin: xie xie ni wor *shaking hand
me: xie xie, JIA YOU *with a smile
Aaron: xie xie
me: same, xie xie plus a JIA YOU *of cos with a smile.
JIRO: xie xie ni
me: xie xie, JIA YOU * with a smile too.
JIRO: he was looking at me and his expression was like staring at you..
me: for that very moment..,i was like hur..
lols. for that min.. candy was behind me.. she saw it too!!
WU ZUN: xie xie ni!
me: bu ke qi! jia you wor!
I felt so happy after the autograph session.
TOTALLY HAPPY!
When i reached home..
I received a bad news from mummy.
"ah mu" has just passed away.
when i've heard this news, all i wanted was to rush down there.
What's my relationship between her and me?
She was once my grandma's neighbour.
Indeed it was more than a neighbour..
she's more like a relative to me.
a very very close want, i should say..
As you know, my grandma has moved since last year august..
Grandma had stayed there for like 30 going 40 years over there..
I was born at my grandma's house.
which means, she has looked after me ever since i was born
i was like a grand-daughter to her.
the last day when we all went to grandma's house, she asked us to visit her more often.
i told her i will..
but everything was too late..
TOO LATE!
i told myself i'll go down and visit her when i'm free..
and it always seems that i'm not doing so..
Just when i had finished my final term, i told myself that i would definitely go down and visit her more often than i should.
sigh.. everything's too late to regret at this point of time..
i feel so bad! seriously, i promised her that i would visit her after we had moved..
Yet, all i gave her was empty promises..
I really shouldn't have done that..
i didn't expect the next time when i visiting her will be this kind of situation..
definitely, no one wants it.
I sat down quietly.Atmosphere ard us were totally down..
all my aunts' eyes were red and teary..
including my grandma..
She went to one side and one of the old neighbours were talking to her.
I was controlling my tears..
I told myself i had to be strong..
I've to put a strong act in front of my relatives.
If i don't,i guess everyone will be crying.
Many times, my tears were rolling down.. but i kept looking up.
sigh. that's how terrible it was.
It all happened within a day.
In short, within 24 hours.
for the whole morning when i was looking forward to feilunhai's autograph session till i was so over-joyed after i get their signature..
And the night has turned into sadness for most of us.
I can't take this blow.
I don't know how i'm going to deal it..
sigh ):
Lucky, silly managed to talk to me on the phone.
after much crying, i guess i'm slightly better..
"Each time when i think of you, my tears aren't within my control."
I should be relief that you went peacefully..
I'll give myself some time to take it.
part of it that i couldnt take it bcos things happened so out of the blue.
I shall promise you that i'll be fine after some days.
It's a promise to you.
ps: thanx silly. (",)