HAPPINESS EVERYDAY 
♥ Posted at Thursday, 8 July 2010, 22:51
Once the feeling is numb, everything has gone down the drain.
As the saying goes, 泼出去的水是收不回来。
We would always quarrel over small things, but as time goes by, i'm lazy to explain the reason.
I can't be bothered. Which is not doing good.
If it's my fault, maybe i'll apologise to you. If it's not, don't expect me to 低声下气！I would throw temper but not to the extend of throwing things on the floor.
To think back, what's the use of holding on to you?
But, whatever it is, i wont regret bringing jayden to this world.
Back then, i had a choice. To choose to bring him to this world and not.
My reason was wanting him to stay, i thought you'll change all or at least some of your shortcomings after getting married. But it seems so wrong..
I still thought he will bring me to Genting this month.. I guess it can't..
I'm not hoping for anything from him anymore. I know that i've said this so many times.
But i guess this is the last.. I wont hope anything from him.
I'm tired of crying every quarrels we had, cos he wont come to u. swipe away your tears.
You wanna cry, go ahead. This is him.
My heart has numb.