HAPPINESS EVERYDAY 
♥ Posted at Wednesday, 3 September 2008, 12:23
Better In Time
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok
*Chorus
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause
I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok
*Chorus
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause
I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
Yes, i will..
But just kind of curious why some people in my life that i've met find it hard to let it go.
seen it happened to many of my friends...
No matter bad the person treat you, they still can forgive him/her. Pretending that there's nothing happened before. Okay, if there's stil love between them. But come to think of it, if there's love why such things take place? sigh. come to think abt it, i remember the incident on sharon and yuhan. They have to come to a point whereby they have to make a harsh decision so that it wont happen again.
so my point now. well, weiling, if you are reading this, no offence ah. it's just my point of view. is not that we don't want you to be with him, you see. i hope you will understand it somehow or someday. from the day,u wanted to sms and test him. Do you ever make a decision at that point? i guess the answer is no.. bcos if there is.. you wont choose to be together with him. and this kind of thing, you are still able to accept it?? *faints! ya, you still want to be with him. but don't you think it's ridiculous to quarrel over that SMALL little things. i really envy you by tolerating this kind of attitude he has. Each time when i hear the news that you guys are together, then one moment you guys are not together. Don't you feel tired de mehs? Perhaps you know that we also abit sian also.. each time seeing you crying hard to quarrel with him, arguing with him over things. This is all that i wanna say and i wont say the second time le. I reali hab no comments abt it. Like what i always told you, "ni bu lei ah? " just hope you will be free away from all those troubles and stop letting him to disturb you time and time again. bcos you are always going back to square one,you see.. be strong and harsh abt the decision you've make then.
Okay, just hope that you will give it a thought. If you don't, it's fine by me. cos it's just my personal point of view.
Back to my topic.
Had my breakfast and lunch together.
Mummy brought me subway *eat fresh!
Just now when i went out to buy drinks, we saw dillion's god-daddy.
He told mummy that he actually saw me a few times le but just wondering if that was me.
he went to ask uncle jefferson if i'm working here.
for like so long and now i get to see him.
yeah, we went to thailand with him, few years back.
Dillion was still inside mummy's stomach waiting to be born.
hahas..and now dillion is going to be 2 years old.
How time flies!!
His birthday is coming soon!
IT'S ON THE CHILDREN'S DAY!
gonna spend money again.lols. getting my cousin's present. heh heh!
like i always do in the past.
arghh. now i'm wondering shld i maintain my hair length and keep it going or should i hab it in short? Frens, do give some comments in my tagboard yeah.. hahas.. and i'm also thinking to highlight the red that i do last year oct. hahas.. hmmm..
been thinking yeah. okay lar. shall stop writing here le.. cos.. lunch time is over!
take care everyone!
ps: candy, are you rotting at home?