HAPPINESS EVERYDAY 
♥ Posted at Friday, 8 August 2008, 14:59
Was reading through all my old post that I’ve posted during my attachment period.
Finally the day has come. 8 August.
Thinking back, I always look forward to this day when I’m always on my way to work in the morning.
But, this morning when I took the bus to work, I don’t feel anything.
There are no feelings within me.
Why is this so?
Perhaps, you have already left the world that we once belong.
It hurts; it’s torturing, heart-aching.
Besides handling all this feelings, what else can I do?
NOTHING!
Whenever we had a quarrel, you always wanted me to give you a chance.
Yes, I did give.
But I’m back to square one again.
Remember the first quarrel we had?
You left me on the train in the middle of the night.
Then you came and tell me that it won’t happen again.
Second incident – You don’t trust me.
That incident really made me to reconsider our relationship.
Seriously!
But you kept begging for a chance.
You told me that you will learn how to communicate with me more and be more understanding.
Then what happened?
Ever since, my attachment starts, you don’t really bother about me.
Not to mention a call, a message or even to meet me.
All you said was, you were busy with work. And career is very important to you at this point of time.
Bullshit!
Busy with work, yet you still got the time to relax with your friends?!
busy to the extend that when you walked past me, you can pretend that we don't even know one another?!!!
Okay, the decision I’ve made.
I won’t be giving you another chance.
Another chance to let you hurt me again.
We had a hard time before we can get together.
But you are treating me this way.
Such a shame on you, don’t you think so?
Don’t promise something that you can’t give.
Anyway, it’s over between us.
Though, now my journey seems to be hard to walk.
Never mind, I guess time is the best medicine for me right now.
Time and friend’s accompany is all I need now.
You can make me in love with you,
You can make me hate you, at the same time.