♥ Posted at Wednesday, 9 July 2008, 21:35
stupid weiling.
u always like to make me cry?
i'm reali touched by ur encouragment.
Weiling! Perhaps, after that train incident,i shld hab keep clear lines with him.
maybe i wont be so difficult now.
but nvm. what over is over then. since i've given him the chance. and this's how he returns me.
reali thanx for ur words. much much appreciated!
also,not to forget candy piong.
she's always calling me almost everyday.
dun worry..
both of us are straight want okie?
anyway, thanx alot candy.
sweet of my life! (:
that's why i named you, candies!!
thanx for all the encouragement given by you guys.
Yes, i've the courage to pick it up.
So i shld hab the courage to put it down too.
"sunshine after the rain."
lil jamie has been holding her tears for a very long time.
perhaps she shld let it all out to make herself feel better right?
sigh. Now, i really missed sch alot..
Reason was...
-whenever i'm sad.. i'll just ask one of them to accompany at the stairs there..
siting there, looking at the aeroplane..
i'l just feel better.
lil jamie has gone shattered all and once again.
she's indeed very very tired.
after so many setbacks..
dont' know why they just like to break your heart.
cant they understand the pain that they left is totally terrible?!
sigh.
that's also the reason why she'll be leaving s'pore in a month time.
so,during this period of time, lil jamie wil get to learn to be independant.
to protect herself, and not letting people to hurt her anymore.
i swear! not anymore!
this time round, is reali a very long break for her.
hoping that she will be able to find herself back during this period of time.
lil jam hopes that she's drunk in her sorrow right now.
drunk to sleep. she's has been not sleeping well for the past so many days..
she's afraid her health is showing red light.