HAPPINESS EVERYDAY 
♥ Posted at Thursday, 6 December 2007, 19:27
It always dosen't pay good to be kind.
shattered dreams.
broken promises.
haunted memories.
everything,everything.
I'm not trying to say it's your fault.
all i ask was..
simply,i hope that you would understand me.
certain times,your actions really annoy me.
but i kept quiet.
hoping that it wont happen again,so i wear a smile again.
seriously speaking,
i'm da one who always pay no gd to be kind.
cos' wad do i get in the end.
i'm always the one suffering.
I hate this mixed feelings.
tell me what i shld do.
Looking out from the window..
countless of stars in the sky,
they wipe away the many many tears that are deep inside me.
"dun be sad.. be strong though it's painful. "
I'm dead exhausted to the point whereby i cant walk.
cos' my tears had made my vision so blur.
You saw me crying while walking back home.
i was really shocked when i see you.
walking under the rain..
i love crying in the rain..cos no one will knows that i'm crying..
but..you saw me crying.
i'm so sorry yet i'm thankful.
sorry that i've disgraced myself in public.
Perhaps i really couldnt take it, so when u asked me wat happened. my tears couldnt control itself and i just squatted on the floor and cried.
kinda shock when u see me in this state? We've knew each other for about 8 years and this's the first time i'm like that..
sigh. so sorry and thank you for being there to cheer me up.
maybe i had bottle it too much deep down inside and causing me to break down todae.
i hate this kind of me.
seriously.