HAPPINESS EVERYDAY 
♥ Posted at Saturday, 24 November 2007, 21:52
Certain times, i wish dere was someone telling me wat i'm supposed to do. But i know it's impossible. sigh. Once again, i'm shattered all over again. Guess this time round, it's so much terrible and miserable. I couldn't describe the pain-ness within me.
My tears are uncontrollable. I can't control it. My emotions are hard to control either. Yes, It feels terrible. But who will understand? and wat can i do.. send u a message? sigh. I was thinking twice if i shld sms you.. wat if i msg you and all your reply was like one short words.. wat shall i do.. More or less, i feel that you've nothing more to say.compared to last time. And i'm like always the one talking and talking.. i feel so ***. And i've tried sms-ing u last time,but wat happened? conflict again. result to=ended up crying again. so i changed my mind. If you think of me, definitely you'll msg me. No matter how busy u are or watever it is. Touched your heart and asked this yoursef. You got to ask yurself this in order to feel it.
You had been running through my mind every now and then. 也许这样的距离，就是爱你的办法吧。。。
Looking at the mirror.. I asked myself this question. Is that me? I've shagged so much ever since i've graduated. Thus, this point of time. I misses the days i had in secondary sch. How i was like when i'm in secondary sch. "Never fails to brighten up peers ard her.. No matter rain or shine.. even how hard it is,she will still go so far just to make you smile. You will never get to see the other her.. " Am i right? to my peers who hab know me for a very long time..
As days goes by, i'm getting weaker and weaker.. sigh. how i wish that i would be at the sea right now..looking at the sea waves.. talking out all my problems and crying out loud once and for all.. someone would be listening to all my craps.By doing that, maybe i would feel much more better.. But.. it's hard to accomplish this stupid idea. yes i know. it's impossible at all!
Talking abt my leg.. It's no longer swollen than the first day. But i fall down again today. >.<
Went for my cousin's burfdae celebration. It was abit noisy inside.so i went out to take a walk. Just when i was walking out,a group of kiddies were running towards my direction. In order to avoid them steppin my leg,i avoid them and ended up i trip and fall. ouch! it hurts!
Any idea wat it hurt me most right now?
It is.. Misses you so badly yet i cannot do anything.
PS: I misses you so badly.
I run a thousand miles in order to gain your smile.
10.25 pm