HAPPINESS EVERYDAY 
♥ Posted at Saturday, 5 March 2011, 22:15
收藏在眼眸常徘徊左右
爱猜到没有
愉快玩笑后能全然退后
你开心就够
这种感觉太亲厚
讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到后
或会走
这种恋爱太罕有
不须真正拥有
成全衷心祝福然后
就放手
放手放开所有
彼此更自由
放手
其实我绝非爱得不疚
放手豁出所有
还有这个好友
已经已经足够
♥ Posted at Wednesday, 23 February 2011, 22:29
"24 June 2008"
This was what i posted on my blog..
"Perhaps it's time to face the reality and not hoping that there is hope.
i guess i'm alr halfway there my decision.
Yes, i shld tell myself to let go.
"If i don't let go of the past, the future will never come."
Now, only time will let it heals by itself."
i guess i'm alr halfway there my decision.
Yes, i shld tell myself to let go.
"If i don't let go of the past, the future will never come."
Now, only time will let it heals by itself."
"8 August 2008"
"Okay, the decision I’ve made.
I won’t be giving you another chance.
Another chance to let you hurt me again.
We had a hard time before we can get together.
But you are treating me this way.
Such a shame on you, don’t you think so?
Don’t promise something that you can’t give.
Anyway, it’s over between us.
Though, now my journey seems to be hard to walk.
Never mind, I guess time is the best medicine for me right now.
Time and friend’s accompany is all I need now.
You can make me in love with you,
You can make me hate you, at the same time."
I won’t be giving you another chance.
Another chance to let you hurt me again.
We had a hard time before we can get together.
But you are treating me this way.
Such a shame on you, don’t you think so?
Don’t promise something that you can’t give.
Anyway, it’s over between us.
Though, now my journey seems to be hard to walk.
Never mind, I guess time is the best medicine for me right now.
Time and friend’s accompany is all I need now.
You can make me in love with you,
You can make me hate you, at the same time."
"3 Dec 2008"
" breaking up doesnt mean one cannot love again. I'm just a baby which is learning how to walk, despite falling down several times, the baby can't give up and not learn how to walk because if she can't walk, t's pointless, she shall learn how to walk again.
Failing once doesnt means that you are gonna fail the next time, it is the key to success. I've learnt how to let go and now it's time to let go.. though it hurts to say that, but i still have to let go because 1 thing i know is that someone is happy. My love for you wont fade no matter what happens.
I can't cry, i've to be strong. "
When i was reading.. i was totally surprised. surprised because it's a 12 years old girl.
gosh. there's alot to learnt from. and my path down is still very long and tough to go..
sometimes, i find myself being so weak.
Yet it seemed so helpless.
So near yet so far.
That's my feeling. "
Failing once doesnt means that you are gonna fail the next time, it is the key to success. I've learnt how to let go and now it's time to let go.. though it hurts to say that, but i still have to let go because 1 thing i know is that someone is happy. My love for you wont fade no matter what happens.
I can't cry, i've to be strong. "
When i was reading.. i was totally surprised. surprised because it's a 12 years old girl.
gosh. there's alot to learnt from. and my path down is still very long and tough to go..
sometimes, i find myself being so weak.
Yet it seemed so helpless.
So near yet so far.
That's my feeling. "
"12 July 2009"
"Asking me to let it go, looking for another one that suits what i want..
It hurts alot.
Letting go was never easy for anyone.
"Don't put too much heart in it" This was what you told me.. You think i can control my feelings? oh well,
I never blame you for being like this.. i take it, i accept it..
I would never regret the path that i've taken..
Cos once i've put my heart and soul in it..,i will never give up so easily..
I'll still continue walking.."
It hurts alot.
Letting go was never easy for anyone.
"Don't put too much heart in it" This was what you told me.. You think i can control my feelings? oh well,
I never blame you for being like this.. i take it, i accept it..
I would never regret the path that i've taken..
Cos once i've put my heart and soul in it..,i will never give up so easily..
I'll still continue walking.."
Was reading my past few posts in the last few years..
really missed those wonderful days in school.. especially QTSS and during ITE...
oh well...
time flies.
Jayden is 15 months old.
He's learning to talk/speak. walking ard..
When i realized i'm expecting him, mind was totally blank..
1st thing that came to my mind was.. to keep or not to..
when i've made the decision, didn't expect my family members will be so supportive.
yeah, i love them to the max! everyone seriously.
thinking that, you will love me more when i have made this path.
It was a foolish thought. silly me.
even when i'm expecting,we are even quarreling.
i don't know when things wil get better..
i'm tired...
i came across this "If i don't let go of the past, the future will never come."
Now, only time will let it heals by itself."If at that point of time, i'm stronger... things wont be the same...
Oh well,
i'm just whining...
will be fine after a sleep..
another 4 more months,
2 babies will be joining our big family.. hehe. so looking forward to that day.
i miss everyone of them.
i miss the old house.
mummy was looking at the photo in the morning...
she say "everyone looks different now"
i know how she felt too...
bcos everyone was at m'sia at that period of time..
only the 4 of us were not there to send him off..
i miss you.
Brother is going to NS soon..
going to miss him hell loads..
guess mummy wil be having a hard time ... :S
better not make her during that period of time...
haha.
♥ Posted at Saturday, 12 February 2011, 15:09
True Love
True love is hard to find. You don't have to look far to realize it.
So, what is love?
In simple terms, Love,
-is the affectionate attachment of a man to a woman and vice versa.
-is the unselfish affectionate attachment of a man to a woman and vice versa.
The difference between the love majority of people profess and true love is...
SELFLESSNESS.
Love that is true is....
1.considerate
2.Affectionate
3.Empathetic
4.Selfless
5.Self sacrificing
6.Loyal
7.Faithful
8.Committed
9.Collaborative
10.Enduring
and..
Forgiving.
If you are in love with someone and you discover that he/she is selfish and opinionated, then he's not truly in love with you.
"Genuine love is true. True love is enduring."
The Bible captures the essence of true love when it says:
"Love is not jealous, it does not brag, does not get puffed up, does not behave indecently, does not look for its own interests, does not become provoked.
It does not keep account of the injury. It does not rejoice over unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth.
It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails"
"If you find this kind of love - true love - it will last forever because true love never fails."
So, re-assess your love relationship again. If the characteristics of genuine love listed above is missing, give a second thought to the love relationship.
Should you really continue with a love relationship that is doomed for failure even before it starts?
Obviously, the answer is no.
The truth is . . . your love relationship will eventually fail if it is not based on solid foundation of love, genuine love.
The result?
Heartbreak.
May that never happen to you. And it won't if you make the right choice from the very beginning.
爱情是一句承诺一生执着,纵然过去缘份亏欠太多.
在心中一把不灭爱的火,
依然那么热烈那么缠绵燃烧着.
等待什么盼望什么,
一起追求什么分享什么.
生命里放弃怎么做,
才能拥有自由拥有幸福和快乐.
I am back to blogging!
♥ Posted at Thursday, 16 December 2010, 20:43
How time flies!
Xmas is coming soon, 9 more days. In the past, i will always looking forward to this day, getting presents from your loves ones... As we grew older, you are being left behind. oh well.. I'm getting used to it now..
2010，对我来说是个很大的变化。
Has stepped into a motherhood, learning to be a good mother, good wife, good daughter-in-law is never easy.. never easy handling quarrels,arguments with him.. tired with all the argues we have.
whatever it is! oh well, always look on the bright side of life.. remember the rainbow's story? haha.
I missed those days working at gwc with my clique.
singing, dancing with the loud music on even though customers is complaning our music is loud..
miss cooking the pearls, the teas, cooking and the process of making the ice cream... miss those wonderful days hell loads..
2009，是我最难过的一年。
我失去了最疼爱我，我的爷爷。
everyone knows my big day was on the 19 sep 2009.
He left us on the 9 sep,2009.
10 more days..
I couldnt even see him for the last time...
wasnt there for his wake, that was the hardest thing for me to accept.
It's been a year,i still miss him so much......
Your birthday is coming, 28dec... i am going to drag my legs down to pay you a visit.. only scare that i'll be crying the whole day over there...
okay,shall stop emo-ing.
was grateful to some of my frens who were there when i need your shoulders, giving me a big hug and say " no worries, cried it all out and you will be fine"
okay,
here a song that i always listen everyday...
要说得多动听
才能证明最亲密的关系
云绕着天空什么也没讲
已是最美好的约定
要说得多华丽
才能说出最默契的默契
我在你身边呼吸都沉默
你却懂我每个情绪
这世界太热闹怎么倾听
一颗心呼唤另一颗的声音
这世界再热闹还好我们
刚好在这里刚好很安静
才能证明最亲密的关系
云绕着天空什么也没讲
已是最美好的约定
要说得多华丽
才能说出最默契的默契
我在你身边呼吸都沉默
你却懂我每个情绪
这世界太热闹怎么倾听
一颗心呼唤另一颗的声音
这世界再热闹还好我们
刚好在这里刚好很安静
love you~love you~
要说得多肯定
才能肯定两个人的心情
风遇上风筝还没有邀请
已经一起愉快旅行
要说得多用力
才能留下最坚定的确定
每一个路口你不用开口
我已经重合你脚印
要说得多肯定
才能肯定两个人的心情
风遇上风筝还没有邀请
已经一起愉快旅行
要说得多用力
才能留下最坚定的确定
每一个路口你不用开口
我已经重合你脚印
这世界太热闹怎么倾听
一颗心呼唤另一颗的声音
这世界再热闹还好我们
刚好在这里刚好很安静(刚好很安静)
所有感受不用形容
已经那么懂(已经那么懂)
所有的感动是安静的心动(安静的心动)
这世界再热闹也没关系
每一个眼神我们就能感应
这世界再热闹我们已经
在彼此心里所以很安静(所以很安静)
ps: missed those nights standing at the beach shouting our hearts out!
21st Bdae!
♥ Posted at Saturday, 30 October 2010, 19:42
the gangs.
Emily, Helmi and me. 
Emily and me.
MOnica
Else
Got to know them when i was working at gwc. missed those wonderful times. (: 
Alex and me.
Alex busy eating chicken wings. hmm.
Aunt Deborah. Hehe
my loveable cake! sweet.
All my cousin!
Jenn and Cia
Mag and Sis,Belinda
Alex, Derek Helmi,Jordan and emily. Weiling and candy missing from the picture.. 
Nov babies.
Cousin Dillion.
Just love him more!
My precious Jayden!
the latest gang!
my god-brother since i was in sec 3!! 
Desmond tang!! no change. always trying to shoot me with his words. =.= 
Salleh.
Like finally, they met after we graduated from sec sch.
♥ Posted at Monday, 13 September 2010, 21:08
I'm planning to buy a camera.. but i got no idea which want i should buy..
Can anyone give me some views? (:
DSC-W380
DSC - TX1/N
So Choice 1 or Choice 2? Got no idea sia.. hahas.
Anyway, been busy with work for the past few weeks! ):
Lucky, the load is getting lesser now..
Got a box of moon-cake from the company(:(: Expensive brand,okay? It's cost about 40 plus outside. I think the company is rich.
Candy have 1 red packet from the company too, 50 bucks okay..
rich company? 0.o
How time flies! this coming sunday is our 1st Year ANNIVERSARY!! hees.
But happy also no use, his plan was to celebrate his mother's birthday when i actually told him to put it on sat alr. Still, he insisted to put on sunday... OH WELL!
placed so much hope also no point, the higher you will get yourself hurt.
I rather placed all my hopes all on my darling jayden!
Alright, got to go! update soon again! (:
Baby First Words!
♥ Posted at Wednesday, 1 September 2010, 21:32
First, i would like to say thank you to my dear friends who showed their care by asking how is my first day of working is..
I'm so sorry that i didn't reply your messages, you know who you are. Really sorry!! Was so busy that i had no time for it! argh! First week of work, i had been staying at the office over time which mean OT! My official time was 9am to 6pm.
Probably because first week, i wasn't too familiar with the work i'm handling so that was why i was abit slow. But now, i'm getting used to it and coping it very well. Just that workload is damn too much! ): Couldn't even sit down and slowly enjoy my cup of tea. You'll see me bitting on a food and drinking while my eyes is on the comp. hahas!
My daily work would be dealing with the booking numbers, printing SAST, looking for vessel code and then vessel voyage. Thereafter, i'm looking at loads of sets of paper, with 10 pages full=1 set. Sometimes the system maybe very lag too, due to loads of people using and it could be the containers contains too much! hahas. Oh well! This is working life!
Alright, my spectacles will be done tml! Yes! I'm wearing it at the age of 21. tsk!
Bcos i don't want to strain my vision so i decided to make 1. If not, my vision will be blur and making my eyes so strain!! hahas!
How is Jayden coping?
He's turning 9 months in few days time!
Hahas! double digits soon, then going to hit the 1 soon!hahas! so looking forward la!
He's leaning to crawl towards us now, making alot of sound, probably learning to talk now.
His 1st word was mumum * whenever he see his milk, he will "pui" his "tutu" then say mumum with the mouth expression! *so cute*
Today 1-09-10 he say baba, which sounds like papa, omg! i was like -.-
Why is it not mama first then papa? mummy is always the one looking after him,patiently! not like daddy, has no patient at times though..
Mummy is going to Bkk again! Going to make a long list of things for her to buy back for me.
hahas! i need more CLOTHES AND SHOES!
If not, i'm always having headache what to wear for work. arghh.
Alright, got to stop here. Heading to bed soon!
Will update more with pictures soon!
Have a nice weekends!(: