HAPPINESS EVERYDAY 
♥ Posted at Wednesday, 23 February 2011, 22:29
"24 June 2008"
This was what i posted on my blog..
"Perhaps it's time to face the reality and not hoping that there is hope.
i guess i'm alr halfway there my decision.
Yes, i shld tell myself to let go.
"If i don't let go of the past, the future will never come."
Now, only time will let it heals by itself."
i guess i'm alr halfway there my decision.
Yes, i shld tell myself to let go.
"If i don't let go of the past, the future will never come."
Now, only time will let it heals by itself."
"8 August 2008"
"Okay, the decision I’ve made.
I won’t be giving you another chance.
Another chance to let you hurt me again.
We had a hard time before we can get together.
But you are treating me this way.
Such a shame on you, don’t you think so?
Don’t promise something that you can’t give.
Anyway, it’s over between us.
Though, now my journey seems to be hard to walk.
Never mind, I guess time is the best medicine for me right now.
Time and friend’s accompany is all I need now.
You can make me in love with you,
You can make me hate you, at the same time."
I won’t be giving you another chance.
Another chance to let you hurt me again.
We had a hard time before we can get together.
But you are treating me this way.
Such a shame on you, don’t you think so?
Don’t promise something that you can’t give.
Anyway, it’s over between us.
Though, now my journey seems to be hard to walk.
Never mind, I guess time is the best medicine for me right now.
Time and friend’s accompany is all I need now.
You can make me in love with you,
You can make me hate you, at the same time."
"3 Dec 2008"
" breaking up doesnt mean one cannot love again. I'm just a baby which is learning how to walk, despite falling down several times, the baby can't give up and not learn how to walk because if she can't walk, t's pointless, she shall learn how to walk again.
Failing once doesnt means that you are gonna fail the next time, it is the key to success. I've learnt how to let go and now it's time to let go.. though it hurts to say that, but i still have to let go because 1 thing i know is that someone is happy. My love for you wont fade no matter what happens.
I can't cry, i've to be strong. "
When i was reading.. i was totally surprised. surprised because it's a 12 years old girl.
gosh. there's alot to learnt from. and my path down is still very long and tough to go..
sometimes, i find myself being so weak.
Yet it seemed so helpless.
So near yet so far.
That's my feeling. "
Failing once doesnt means that you are gonna fail the next time, it is the key to success. I've learnt how to let go and now it's time to let go.. though it hurts to say that, but i still have to let go because 1 thing i know is that someone is happy. My love for you wont fade no matter what happens.
I can't cry, i've to be strong. "
When i was reading.. i was totally surprised. surprised because it's a 12 years old girl.
gosh. there's alot to learnt from. and my path down is still very long and tough to go..
sometimes, i find myself being so weak.
Yet it seemed so helpless.
So near yet so far.
That's my feeling. "
"12 July 2009"
"Asking me to let it go, looking for another one that suits what i want..
It hurts alot.
Letting go was never easy for anyone.
"Don't put too much heart in it" This was what you told me.. You think i can control my feelings? oh well,
I never blame you for being like this.. i take it, i accept it..
I would never regret the path that i've taken..
Cos once i've put my heart and soul in it..,i will never give up so easily..
I'll still continue walking.."
It hurts alot.
Letting go was never easy for anyone.
"Don't put too much heart in it" This was what you told me.. You think i can control my feelings? oh well,
I never blame you for being like this.. i take it, i accept it..
I would never regret the path that i've taken..
Cos once i've put my heart and soul in it..,i will never give up so easily..
I'll still continue walking.."
Was reading my past few posts in the last few years..
really missed those wonderful days in school.. especially QTSS and during ITE...
oh well...
time flies.
Jayden is 15 months old.
He's learning to talk/speak. walking ard..
When i realized i'm expecting him, mind was totally blank..
1st thing that came to my mind was.. to keep or not to..
when i've made the decision, didn't expect my family members will be so supportive.
yeah, i love them to the max! everyone seriously.
thinking that, you will love me more when i have made this path.
It was a foolish thought. silly me.
even when i'm expecting,we are even quarreling.
i don't know when things wil get better..
i'm tired...
i came across this "If i don't let go of the past, the future will never come."
Now, only time will let it heals by itself."If at that point of time, i'm stronger... things wont be the same...
Oh well,
i'm just whining...
will be fine after a sleep..
another 4 more months,
2 babies will be joining our big family.. hehe. so looking forward to that day.
i miss everyone of them.
i miss the old house.
mummy was looking at the photo in the morning...
she say "everyone looks different now"
i know how she felt too...
bcos everyone was at m'sia at that period of time..
only the 4 of us were not there to send him off..
i miss you.
Brother is going to NS soon..
going to miss him hell loads..
guess mummy wil be having a hard time ... :S
better not make her during that period of time...
haha.