♥ Posted at Thursday, 11 February 2010, 10:34
Everyday is a challenging day to me.
Many and tons of endless work to do... Haha! I'm not complaining about the things i'm doing.
Now i finally understand how hard it is for my mother to look after my brother and me.
In fact, all mothers.. (:
Really.. My baby boy has been with us for 2 months and 3 days..
This period of time is hard to cope with yet meaningful to me.
Understanding baby boy needs and stuff. His crying is the only way to communicate with us.
This 2 months, I have slowly got to know what each crying means..
Such as, his diapers is wet, telling us to change his diapers.
He is sleepy, he still want to sleep. He wants to be pamper and hug..
His stomach is feeling unwell, he wants you to carry him and massage him.. So far it is like this..
My cute lil silly boy..
Washing his clothes, sterlise his bottles, washing my hubby's undergarment and also mine.
Packing my room, sweeping and mopping the floor of the house.
By the end of the day, almost half of the day is gone. ): there goes my sleeping time.
Waking up in the mid-night is really dreadful!
Adding on to it, the moment he is awake, he wants his milk already.. Can't even wait.. Not to say change his diapers. Every 3 hours. Lucky his milk time is 3am, 6am, 9am and the cycle goes on..
I could never thought that I'm a mother of a child during the age of 20. hahas.
Some may say that there are too many things out there waiting for me.. Well, it really depends on how you see it.
For me, well, it's true that when i know baby boy's existance. I'm left with just only a choice.
Which is to keep it and nothing else. Cos baby boy is already 4 months (:
Thoughts like oh my god, I'm going to the labour ward just like always see on the dramas.
Pushing and screaming all the way out just to push baby out.
Stitches and blood is what i'm most afraid of.
Looking at baby boy now, i felt everything was worth (:
Though there's one thing that disapoint me which is hubby didnt cut off the cord between me and baby!! Stupid. He's afraid of blood!
This year will definitely be a good year for me..
I'm planning to celebrate my 21st birthday with my dearest boy.
By that time, he's 11 months going 12 months which is 1 years old le.
Inviting all my friends to celebrate this joy together with me..
But definitely not that bunch of friends who say they will be there regardless of what.. Yet when the day is nearer, none of them bother to reply..still care hear from others telling me that they care..
Is this the way they care?!
About my birth process..hahas.
Well, shall update the next post.
Got to attand to baby boy now..
See ya!!
HAPPY TIGER NEW YEAR EVERYONE! (: