HAPPINESS EVERYDAY 
♥ Posted at Sunday, 12 July 2009, 23:24
Do all girls like their boyfriend to give them 100% freedom totally?
All here is just how i feel and what i've think.
So no offence.
-I guess for me, i would like my boy to give certain limit. not totally 100% freedom at all.. Cos i would feel very insecure. Why? 100 % freedom.. for me..it's like you don't care much abt me.. ):
Well, i guess all girls do like surprises.. Oh well, i know that you wont do this kind of things. I don't blame you at all. Someone asked me.. did i ever received any flowers from the opposite sex? My answer was no.. fake flowers from my childhood friends (magdeline, jane). Till now, i still display it on my table. Flowers were a waste of money. Okay. i know it and i accept it without any grumble. Not even once a blue moon.Or maybe when i'm unhappy, you can do something to cheer me up. DIY..Not a must for you to buy flowers.. but.. when i'm always hinting you, you would say the grass along the side of the road. It's not the flower issue,u see.. just that i feel when i'm down. what did you ever do to cheer me up? a simple DIY that u've done..anything it can be.. sigh. Am i asking too much?
Gals will always do some DIY stuff.. like cross stitching,folding stars or heart. all sorts of stuff lar.. U will ask me not to do such things..dun waste ur time..bla bla and so on.. celebrating anniversary was nothing to you.. What's the point of celebrating right? You may think.. a msg like happy anniversary.. is alr more than enough or rather i should say i'm really happy. You said, you were being forced.
To put it this way, if i'm out.. i wished that somehow or in someway, you would wait for me to reach home then you would turn in. But if let's say..you are really dead tired, i don't blame you. You told me that you don't like to msg to disturb me when i'm with my friends.. but one or two msg..i think it's not that demanding right? Is not that every min every now and then you are calling or text-ing me right.. that want is what you mean "disturb". Nope. no messages from you until when i reached home, u said this " i going to sleep, becareful lo." how would any girls react or feel?
Maybe to some gals they would think i'm asking for too much or i'm too demanding... Certain times when i'm working.. You will having off day,so u would be at home. When i end work, yes, i would text you and say i end work. How i wished you would called me by accompany-ing me on the phone while i'm on my way home.Just like i accompanied you on the phone while you was waiting for bus back home. Maybe you would said: "i never asked you to call,you can make ur decision. You can say no to it." It's normal i would called to accompany you on the phone even though i already know that you don't need me to accompany you on the phone. sigh. Well,how i wished ur no will be flashing each time when i ended work making my way back home.
And to realise something silly.. which is.. I'm always the one taking the first step to go which place here and there.. always asking you, so where you wanna go on your off day. to think back, did you ever tried not to ask me anything and bring me to somewhere.. As you know, wherever i go, as long as you are with me.I'm fine with it.
Perhaps, i shld stop all this nonsense.. just in case,one fine day you would think i'm asking or rather expecting too much..
Asking me to let it go, looking for another one that suits what i want..
It hurts alot.
Letting go was never easy for anyone.
"Don't put too much heart in it" This was what you told me.. You think i can control my feelings? oh well,
I never blame you for being like this.. i take it, i accept it..
I would never regret the path that i've taken..
Cos once i've put my heart and soul in it..,i will never give up so easily..
I'll still continue walking..