HAPPINESS EVERYDAY 
♥ Posted at Saturday, 7 February 2009, 23:46
super depressed right now..
Had a reunion dinner at my relative's place just now.
maybe, to some of my frens, you may know that i've a god grandpa.
as my uncle was adopted by him since he was young.
Thus, he's also like a grandpa to me ever since i'm born.
Seeing him in this state now, my heart breaks alot.
It hurts even totally when he asked my mum who i'm..
he can't recognise me now..
It's totally heart-breaking.
There were so many questions of "what if" in my mind..
such as..
"what if" he's lost on the way from place to another place.
"what if" he can't remember..
"what if" someone out there knowing his situation now and taking advantage of him.
"what if" something happenes to him, or maybe he needs our help and we can't be there..
I can't imagine the days without him.
sigh.
I found myself with alot of injuries and bruises.
You are the missing piece i need...
but..