♥ Posted at Thursday, 22 May 2008, 20:28
"I'm afraid to lose euu."
It's been 1month24days since we are together...
and..there's so much things that had alr took place.
i'm having my attachment now,u are busy with ur work..
sigh. why is this so?
hell loads..this is making fun of me.
i jus feel the distance between us is getting further and further..
Perhaps,i shld give it a serious thought.
no more escaping, jamie!
10 more weeks of attachment to go.
shld reali make full use of this 10 weeks..
i missed you..
but i shld learn to let go things that aren't belong to me..
i wished..
someone is there to walk together with me.
attachment is so tiring and tough.
certain times i just wished if u were free to..
accompany me to the seaside relazing..
i feel happy just by looking at the nature..
looking at the scenery.. listen to the sea waves..
with you beside me..
but..
however i know.. it's impoosible.
i cant possibly want u to acc me to do that..
you'll be saying i'm silly..