♥ Posted at Saturday, 29 September 2007, 12:32
something is really bothering me.
so much that it's hard fer me to get to sleep in the middle of the night when i'm awake...
Sometimes.. I just wished that there is people telling me what i should do..
but.. Will i listen to them??
nah..
Be it things happening ard me or things had already happened. I feel that i'm the cause of everything that had happened. If not for me.. Maybe things wont be like this now. I'm gonna hate myself for that. I know it's going to be hard on me for the coming days ahead. I wish that i could be strong enough to overcome it. But..Can i??
Well, gonna meet rebecca later..
Since sec days, she is always the one listenning to my problems..
She knows how i feel it.
she knows how to cheer me up.
Maybe after meeting her,i would feel much better..
Anyway, thanx so much rebecca!
and..
i know there were some frens would be listenning to me too..
i'm so grateful that i had you all as my frens..
Monday would be a new start of October.
Which also means that it's coming to the end of the year..
Time really flies.
To love is one thing.
To be loved is another.
To be loved by the one you love is everything.